Saturday, May 16, 2026

Deep Darkness Upon The People

 The Lord is faithful! He sees it all and still chooses to Love His Children. Imagine if we did the same to the fallen and broken. We see people everyday who are the victims of the devil, killing, stealing and destroying their lives, legacy and future.  So many are bound by thoughts, beliefs, behaviors and addictions. We hear about them on the news when they have given into impulses and the flesh so often that the devil has been given access to drive them to wickedness and destroy their lives. 




 I want to start this by something that we must understand when dealing with this subject. Please read this with this lens of truth on: No matter what leads a person to do horrible things or into horrible circumstances: 

 Their actions are their responsibility. Your actions are your responsibility and my actions are my responsibility. People have to be held responsible for their actions and crimes against other people, especially children. Nothing I share here trumps that. We need stronger laws and punishments to deal with the wickedness people commit against others. Secular society must deal with the evil cancer of violence, abuse and sexual molestation ,in any form, in a way that reflects the wickedness of it. Protection of the innocent and the victims ALWAYS comes first. 

With that out of the way , I will attempt to try and pull the veil back a bit on what is going on behind the scenes. My goal here is to cause you the reader to look at the world with spiritual eyes. I want you to remove all the filters the world and maybe even your religion may have given you. 

There is a very real invisible Kingdom that is active in all the darkness, pain, death, violence and every wicked thing you see in this world. The things you see and hear that make you wonder "how can a person do something like that"  fall under the sway of this evil force. The bible makes it clear. 

Friday, April 24, 2026

The World Needs The LORD! He Shall Fulfill His Plan!





Imagine if The Lord returned today!
Imagine if the clock ran out and our time as The Church to fulfill His Great Commission ended!
Would He say to The Western Church and The Churches in other parts of the world that took on the spirit of the Western Church, "Well Done"?

When held up to The Great Commission that The Lord Jesus gave us and the example men like The Apostle Paul left us , will the spirit we followed and allowed to guide our operating systems be proven to be His Spirit or the spirit of this worlds ways. 

This posting is not meant to answer that for you. It is simply meant to cause the reader to reach into The Word and The Ministry of Jesus and hold up His Standard against the standard we have held for many ,many years now. 

Consider this. We hold up men and women that display simple healing miracles as celebrities and worthy to live like kings in this world. When Jesus marveled at the unbelief of His hometown,  because He could only  heal a few sick people . The spirit that has attached to The Church makes healing a few sick people a multimillion dollar corporation , and builds "schools of the supernatural" , creates massive media entities and invest in millions of dollars of special effects lighting and dazzling displays, all with the promise of a few people getting healed, and some bible teaching. 

Is this The Great Commission Jesus sent His Church to fulfill?

I don't want to make a list of all that might be wrong with the modern church and all that the spirit that hides so cleverly in the shadows has brought in to keep us weak and lacking Pentecostal Power to be true witnesses of His Resurrection. For now I just want you the reader to consider that we all may have allowed our vision to be clouded and The Lords Glory to be replaced by something else. 

Are there enough people that will bring their hearts and minds back to the original root of our faith. Not our denomination, not Rome, not the early church fathers (some of whom believed and said some wicked things) but to The Foundations! The Revelation of Christ, The Word of God, The Spirit of God and the example of ministry that Jesus and The First Church left us (ACTS-The Epistles).  

We do this not by attacking the church, but through prayer and intersession. We seek The Lords will to be done completely and intensely. We reach out in The Spirit, under Christ and allow groaning that can not be uttered to pray on earth what is being willed from Gods Throne.  We don't act as if we know the answers, rather we humbly acknowledge we know nothing but Christ crucified and long only to see His Will Done.

I will end with something that has been burning like a fire in my spirit. 

In many places Gods Will is not being done. Ignorance has been allowed for a long season. Blindness has been permitted for a time. Prepare your hearts for that season and time to end, Be ready to shift into what The Holy Spirit will do on earth before the great and terrible day of The Lord. 





 

Sunday, March 5, 2023

The Dream That Wasn't A Dream- Coming Face To Face With My "Fetus-in-Fetu"

 

 Many years ago I had an experience that I do not know if it was a dream or I stepped out of my body and stood in the place where the spirit world meets our natural world.  It came a couple years after another experience where I stepped out of my body while sleeping on my couch. I sat up and walked toward the window, but when I looked back I was still sleeping on the couch. I was drawn to my front window and was looking out it but didn't see anything. Although I couldn't see anything I knew I was looking out the window for a reason. I walked back over to my body and laid back down in it. 

 I didn't find much significance to that experience at the time, and still do not know what it was for. Maybe it was just preparing me for the experience I am about to explain. 




 
 
 I was laying in bed sleeping next to my wife. I looked up and saw a human form standing there. I stood up and I felt as if I left my body sleeping. As I looked at the figure I was confused. It  was me, but not me. It was as if I had an identical twin, but this twin looked like a "dead" version of me, He looked extremely sad, extremally lonely and was blue. 

 He didn't speak , but I could tell he wanted to "move back in" to my soul. His eyes were like a lost puppy or a rejected child. He spoke to me through his eye. He wanted so desperately to be rejoined with me.  My soul felt bad for him, but I told him that he had to leave. He stood there, not wanting to, but I commanded him again to leave. 

 He slumped his head and began to walk away, but as he did , I felt something in me drawing him back, and he sensed it. He turned back and looked at me like an child seeing if he could run back to an angry parent. I said again, this time it hurt me to say, "no you have to leave". This happen several more times. As he would turn to leave, something in my soul would draw him to turn back toward me again.  One final time with a resolve from within, I told him he had to leave. I laid back down. 

 My reason for sharing this experience is because I believe this played out recently in this natural realm in my life and I want to inform others on their journey of a pitfall, so they can avoid it.  

 I was experiencing a time of freedom and deliverance in my walk with The Lord. He has been so faithful to bring certain keys of deliverance into my life. Through a time of preparation with a coach , time in His Word and a return to in person services where His presence was manifesting in deliverance and healing,  He has broken free from several major strongholds in my soul. 

 Then the other night I had some very disturbing dreams. They came at a bad time, but that is when The Tempter comes, he looks for a more opportune time.  I woke up in the morning with a resolve not to allow those dreams to cause me to fall. I declared that The Lord was faithful and I was not going to allow the attacks on my dreams to doubt His Goodness. The Holy Spirit was with me. I could sense His presence helping me, leading me and strengthening me. 

 Then something happened that triggered a depression of sorts in me. Even then , The Lord was with me, I was led to admit somethings out loud, and except somethings  by giving voice to them. It was very difficult, but at the same time freeing. 

 However, as the day dragged on, I sensed the old stronghold of the fog of depression falling over my mind. Not a depression that is normally talked about, but more like the twin version of me I talked about above.  The clarity I had known for the past few weeks began to fade. I was saying the words of freedom, but I was allowing the lying whispers of defeat speak stronger than The Holy Spirit. 

 The amazing thing about The Lord is that He was right there with me. He didn't leave me, nor did His presence weaken at all as I slid down the slope. I then began to remember the experience I had that I spoke about above and I watched it play out the rest of the day and into the night.  I let that depressed spirit hang out just a little too long. The Lord was saying "just rest in my presence" but I kept drawing the old thing back to me by allowing self pity and self introspection to fog my mind and dampen my spirit. 

 Self pity was a major part of the hidden "spirit" that grew inside me all my life. The broken child, the abandoned child, the abused child, the scared child was pushed down and hidden under layers and layers of coping sins and weights. The Lord pealed away those things to expose the parasitic twin that hindered me all my life. The twin that fed on my creativity , took away my God given strength and wisdom.  This alternate version of myself was working in cooperation with its task masters of the flesh and the devil.  

 I said all that to say this. God is faithful. I may have fallen that day, I may have allowed myself to embrace that parasitic version of myself, but I also learned what it looked like when it manifested in the natural course of my life. I learned so many things about myself, The Lord and what has kept me tripping up over and over, year after year.

  I will end with this, and I hope you really hold it close to your heart. A pastor at my church recently shred this version of this scripture and it really spoke to me. It speaks to the very heart of all this and I am willing to bet so many of the struggles many of you face. He is all in on setting you free, He truly wants to cover you and free you. He wants you to rest in him, even when the storms of your heart, flesh and mind are raging. 

 Often times we think resting in The Lord means that our emotions are resting. We don't think these verses will apply to us, because  our soul is in turmoil, our flesh is burning and we feel unworthy. However, these are the very times we need our Comforter, Our Healer, Our Advocate, Our Strength and Our Deliverer. 

 I plead with you to draw close to Him, no matter what you feel, what you have done, or how far you have fallen. Come out of the darkness, and into The Light of His Kingdom. He has already provided for you and prepared a place for you there. Not in the sweet by and by, but right now. 




 

 

 

 



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